my never ending thoughts

New cover nothing fancy but I hope yall like it!

Tue, 21 May 2013 17:13:39 -0400

New cover nothing fancy but I hope yall like it!

We all have our own struggles in life but regardless of the past...

Fri, 17 May 2013 14:34:00 -0400

We all have our own struggles in life but regardless of the past we’ve made it this far. So don’t you dare give up now.

This is why I even started this whole tumblr thing. So that I...

Wed, 15 May 2013 22:15:11 -0400

This is why I even started this whole tumblr thing. So that I could inspire others and I know that lately I haven’t really been much of an inspiration and for that I apologize. It’s not that I’ve necessarily lost hope or a will to inspire, but I just haven’t felt useful.

But I’m gonna try again. I’m going to try to remind you that life is so beautiful and precious. I’m going to try to make you smile again. I promise.

Trying to stay alive.

Tue, 14 May 2013 01:54:13 -0400

I have been back in Houston for exactly one week now and I don’t know what to do with myself. Seeing old faces is nice and all but I know the feeling of being dead isn’t far away. I do get to see some sweet faces here and there but in the end I miss nashville and I am sick of everyone being offended by that. Old memories are haunting my dreams and though I am trying to be positive about being here but these next four months are going to be long. Help.

No longer the new kid.

Fri, 26 Apr 2013 21:07:54 -0400

My first year as a transfer at Belmont is over. Wait what? This new year has been more amazing than I could have ever imagined and I am constantly being reminded of how blessed I am by such beautiful friends. I do not feel like the outsider anymore, I learned how to open up again, and I was reminded that God’s timing is truly perfect. I couldn’t have asked for a better year.

Dreamer.

Tue, 16 Apr 2013 22:23:33 -0400

I’m a daydreamer. Or just a dreamer in general. I picture my life in a thousand different ways every few minutes and it gets me all excited about living. But sometimes I wish I wasn’t a dreamer. Why? Because in my dreams I get so wound up and hopeful that when reality drags me back down to earth my heart stops glowing a little. I just want to enjoy the life I’m living now more than what it could be like later. Am I making sense?

April 8, 2013

Mon, 08 Apr 2013 16:20:26 -0400

Nothing extraordinary has happened today yet I can’t help but smile. I have no idea what is causing this bliss and I could care less. Life is just good. I hope everyone has a reason to smile today <3

You are perfection

Mon, 01 Apr 2013 19:47:16 -0400

and I am an undeserving human.

Thank you for loving me Lord.

Note for God.

Mon, 25 Mar 2013 21:18:04 -0400

I LOVE YOU

and I want the whole world to know!

Rest In Peace Taylor & Nathan.

Sun, 24 Mar 2013 17:21:00 -0400

Today an old friend died from a tragic car accident she was in last night. Her boyfriend also passed away and a few others were injured. I just want everyone to pray for the families as they go through this terrible tragedy. Pray that they are able to heal and pray that they remember that God knows what he’s doing. Hearts are breaking all over Texas right now.

personal.

Sat, 23 Mar 2013 16:57:31 -0400

I am good enough.

Adventure. Love it. But really though, we really can’t...

Thu, 21 Mar 2013 14:09:02 -0400

Adventure. Love it.

But really though, we really can’t know for certain what the day could hold and that’s so exciting!

You are SUCH an encouragement. And your never waning hope is an inspiration. Thank you Fadwa.

Wed, 20 Mar 2013 14:55:51 -0400

1. I received this message 3 times which was funny but also made my day.
2. You are such a beautiful soul.
3. Why be anonymous? I just want to give you a hug!
4. Thank you

Overwhelming Joy.

Sun, 17 Mar 2013 18:02:45 -0400

The joy that is building up in me right now is unbelievable. I wish I could share it with all of you. I am just so thankful for where God has placed me and who he has brought into my life that everything else just seems to disappear.

I am now starting to see why he had me stay in Houston an extra year. Coming to Nashville on his time has been such a blessing. He has placed the most wonderful people in my life that I can’t say I would have been close to if I had come to Belmont my freshman year like everyone else. The beauty of seeing his plans unfold is just so unreal.

This is such a great reminder. We all need to remember this.

Sat, 16 Mar 2013 23:46:45 -0400

This is such a great reminder. We all need to remember this.

Happy Wednesday.

Wed, 13 Mar 2013 13:42:49 -0400

I love cold weather but I hate cold wind. I should also mention that I’m the idiot who decided that sitting next to a door was a brilliant idea except that every time it opens I have the pleasure of experiencing a burst of freezing air. Great. Way to go Fadwa.

Anyways, besides my failed attempt at picking a decent spot to sit and people watch/ tumble my life away today is a beautiful day. Normally I hate wednesdays because they are the longest and most painful day of the week, but today I am defeating it. Let me tell you why

My three hour class got cancelled
I got chick-fil-a with one of the most beautiful souls ever (Kyle freaking Percival)
annnd they have chai gelato at work today which means I’m gonna go in and eat some even though I don’t have to work today! PARTAY

So basically happy wednesday world. I hope you have at least one good reason to smile today :)

We were friends but time pulled us apart.

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 08:20:21 -0400

Well thats depressing. Who are you? If we were friends why be anon?

If I didn't know you. I would love to get to know you if I saw you.

Tue, 12 Mar 2013 00:04:45 -0400

Well thank you but who is this? If you already know me then we must be friends.

Attention followers

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 23:35:23 -0400

Can I pray for you?

What's a Fadwa?

Mon, 11 Mar 2013 22:32:18 -0400

Before you read any further, please be aware that this is not some woe is me post or pity party kthanks.

LOLOLOLOL at the people who think guys look at me, excuse me while I cry from all my laughter! I mean yes they see me because I stick out- but they definitely don’t look at me. And they definitely don’t say “hey she would be awesome to get to know” because they don’t. And if they do, they don’t do anything about it and they should just grow a pair.

So please stop assuming anything. Please. My womanly charm is at an absolute zero and I’m okay with that. Not to mention I’m getting annoyed with the comments like “well guys are stupid if they aren’t falling for you” because even though they probably are stupid- it’s okay. God knows what he’s doing.

P.S. To anyone who reads this and thinks they need to see if i’m okay, I promise I’m fine. I’m just frustrated with people’s assumptions. I’ve had a few chats with God in the past week and I’m thankful for where he has me right now because there is a reason for everything he does.