Hello world, my name is Fadwa. Sassy queen from Texas living in Nashville.follow me on twitter @fadwaaaa http://www.youtube.com/user/fadwaaaa
I am still learning this.
People label that you are one or the other based on what day they catch you on but the truth is I am both these things and so much more.
"Along the way you stop complaining and blaming other people for the things they did to you (or didn’t do for you) and you learn that the only thing you can really count on is the unexpected. You learn that people don’t always say what they mean or mean what they say and that not everyone will always be there for you and that it’s not always about you. So, you learn to stand on your own and to take care of yourself and in the process, a sense of safety & security is born of self-reliance.”
This has been my life the past two years but even more so the past few months.
"The truth is, nobody has their shit together. We all carry swear words and baggage and doubts in our hearts, even if they never reach our lips. Yet, here we are pretending to be better than we are, in hopes that somebody else will be inspired to be better than they are. This just leaves us feeling that we’re the only ones who fail, who doubt, who swear at God.
The truth is, faith is a mess. Sometimes there’s more despair than hope. Sometimes we’re disappointed with God. Sometimes we’re disappointed with ourselves. Sometimes there’s nothing left to say but swear words. I don’t know if that’s good, or right. It just is.”
- Micah J. Murray
He took the words right out of my mouth. This is the truth.
A line from an old journal I found (via kvtes)
He did/is doing this to me.